I leave England a week from tomorrow. It's crazy to think that my time here is finally coming to an end. When I was making supper for the kids yesterday, it just occurred to me that this kitchen that I have become so accustomed to, I won't ever see again. Most likely, I won't come back to this house, or this town, or see this family and all the other people I have met this summer, ever again. But then maybe I will, who knows?
I have been getting really excited about coming home lately. Today I got my first wave of sadness though. Bobo and Hermione left today with their aunt to go on holiday in Wales, and they won't be back before I leave. I was expecting to be a little sad, but I actually felt a tiny pain in my heart. It sounds cheesy I know, but I was really overwhelming. Bobo was just clinging to me and she said that she wished she could find the card that she made for me. Gah... it almost makes me want to cry. I don't think I was expecting that so much.
Thursday the rest of the family-Tessa, Quinton, Deedee, and Oscar-are leaving to join the girls on holiday, so I'll be alone in the house most of that day and Friday. Then Saturday morning I'll take a taxi to the train station, and then the train to London. I'll spend the day there, stay the night in their friend John's flat, and then Sunday I'll fly back home. Weird.
I have been getting really excited about coming home lately. Today I got my first wave of sadness though. Bobo and Hermione left today with their aunt to go on holiday in Wales, and they won't be back before I leave. I was expecting to be a little sad, but I actually felt a tiny pain in my heart. It sounds cheesy I know, but I was really overwhelming. Bobo was just clinging to me and she said that she wished she could find the card that she made for me. Gah... it almost makes me want to cry. I don't think I was expecting that so much.
Thursday the rest of the family-Tessa, Quinton, Deedee, and Oscar-are leaving to join the girls on holiday, so I'll be alone in the house most of that day and Friday. Then Saturday morning I'll take a taxi to the train station, and then the train to London. I'll spend the day there, stay the night in their friend John's flat, and then Sunday I'll fly back home. Weird.
Current Location: england
Current Mood:
nostalgic
Current Music: Death Cab For Cutie ~ Someday You Will Be Loved
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